It is sometimes impossible to answer some questions. And mostly, the absence of a plausible answer is the result of a wrong question. The questions are sometimes wrong because they quest on objetively indefinable concepts or attempt to generalize dissimilar entities. But still thinking and searching on them are irresistable. So maybe the best way to deal with these uncertainities is keeping to ask, keeping to try to find an answer but accept the fact that you will not reach a conclusion or a desicion.
Because some matters are not for you to decide, they are for you to think on them.

Some examples to this condition;

1. "Is there a god?" is one of the wrongest questions asked by all the people beceause what it asks about is impossible to define. If I believe in a god which creates blooming I am believing in something subtle, that is my subjective definition of the concept of "god" and it surely has an objective existence. But it doesn't allow me into a belief in a god which sits upon the sky judging people and contemplating punishments for the sins they commited neither gives me right to decide on that definition of the god is not sensible. Experience is our primary source of knowledge and it is fully subjective and indefinable. You cannot dismiss any experience based on your own experiences. Therefore you cannot reach to a conclusion on whether the spiritual experiences told by people are metaphysical and non existant.

--to be continued--